Sunday, September 19, 2010

可不可以爱我 by 卢学叡

为什么如此的安静
为什么明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军

为什么如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

Saturday, September 18, 2010

facing the friendship chart in front of me, a bunch of don't-know-when-last-washed shoes on my left, my COSY bed on my right, and a flat white wall behind me. Where am i? Yeah~~ J1323, alone, literally. It seems that i am the first to come back to a dusty, and humid unit in J Block. Well~~~ at least i got the internet. *smirk* Have lots to do yet. Refill water, refill my stomach, and then MY BRAIN. Trials in 1 week and i was like wtf-ed. Got D for my P3 =D *smile* mathematics is the hardest subject of all as you will never get questions like 1+1=? rather, it's a+b=? *how else would i know* Go and ask the Prophet =p *smile* Yearns for a McChicken now. see ya =p