packing and bucking up !!!

packing all of my luggage now and got bored..so feel wanna make another post just before i went for study. I HAVE A WHOLE LOTS OF LUGGAGE xD haha...4 boxes of things, 1 luggage, 1 backpack, 2 pails, pillows and blanket @_@ so many =.= zzzzzz anyway, better be prepared~~~ dunno what's provided and what's not xD actually want to go back hsbp...but...can't find a better excuse to go back ler xD wanna see teachers? this idea is lame =.= only a few that i may see maybe =.= and things are getting cramped. My bro's wedding that is. I have to go msu at 1st june, come back bp at 3rd, attend wedding at 4th, and rush back msu at 5th =.= dunno y i always have to get my timetable so cramped that i can barely breathe. This may be my last post for a period of time since i am not going to have a laptop over there until hopefully september when i get my budget @_@ anyhow, just the thought of surviving without laptop in these 2 months is zzzzzz. The only communication i left is my mobile phone and that's it. aiks.....how to pass my time there? stucking myself in the mountains of books? @_@ opsie...taking too much time to blog xD hafta continue to pack and compress everything into 1 luggage bag xD haha....sitting on it will help or not? =P lol cya, till then~~~

busy busy busy!!!

this is what i have been doin.....yup...painting painting and painting XD one of the preparations for my bro's wed lol....and the victim? my just-came-back third bro and me lol....other than that, been busying working - counting clothes again~~~ but this time is rather different from the previous one...not a few ten or so packs of clothes...it a whole container of clothes GOSH!!! today is the 2nd day....quite relaxing though~~ another reason for my absenties in 'da internet' is that my crappy computer busted XD and so...less online as a result. Though my bro's laptop is always here, but 2 ppl usig one objects makes us only 50% of using time each XD haha....gtg~~~~ next update would be....er...unknown =P cya =P

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sometimes i am just thinking too much ... most of the time i mean

loner

CONFIRM!!!! from all the malaysians i know, only me is msu>india>mmmc. O_O''' actually, it's okay =P i don't really mind XD just a little worried about me studying abroad in india. Since the arrivation of jpa letter, been receiving lotsa comments about india. Positive and negative comments that is XD

Positive :

• india medicine is renowned and they are expertise especially in surgery, you should be glad.
• some seniors can even hire maid using their living allowance ($_$)
  
• manipal medic U is good. The profs there are helpful
  
• you can always fly back since it's cheap ($_$)
  

Negative :

• india's hot @_@
• not many entertainment place
• *not a comment* just the kind of 'looking down' expression * XD
  

i won't say those comments din't affect my view of india. Nor would i deny that these do discouraged me or encouraged me anyhow. I remember i used to say the profession is what matters, not the country. I choose medic just to help patients and i choose medic cox i like the feeling of seeing ppl healed. Am i wrong in the past of my perceptions and principles in life? Do i really mind but just deny it? Maybe. My determination starting to waiver. Whether india's good or bad, i think i should just leave it to the Fact and not Comments. Since some comments are subjective or even told by ignorant ppl or even narrow minded. Or maybe india is really bad? Bah~~~ stop discuss about that. All i want to be is just a good doctor.....that is it. Just hope the hands of mine could save one or two ppl and see them well again =D
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medical check XD

8am reached the KK(Klinik Kesihatan) and waited...waited....waiting~~~ lol. Fast forward. Met tian eu, ching hon, jun sheng, hik tao, wee boon, jin han and waihong and kee chun and xin jie @_@ almost dy every hsbp jpa scholars dy there XD first is the blood test at 11am...ya..after 3 hours of chatting though XD at first is all right, saw the needle prick in and drew blood. But, when plucking out from my living-cell skin...the nurse like got 'bengkok' a bit...zzzzz....and it swell up right after that XD tianeu's worst than me though =P poor him XD then the urine test uh-hu * clear throat* i think i will just skip this part XD haha, but it was really funny for the process...especially we, the hsbp-ian comes in XD haha. *Next* erm...oh....we go upstairs for the TB(tuberculosis) checking injection. The syringe is small but the pain is no lesser XD i thought it's small...and so...small needle = little pain. But the pain is more excruciating compared to the blood test XD the explaination is this...this needle din go through ur muscle cells. It stays at ur skin cell or epitelium say maybe and start to push in all the fluid XD it's very visible that the skin swell up as the syringe is being pushed. Zzzzz....the nurse said it's just an ant bite XD true~~ a carnivorous ant she meant XD anyway, the nurse there is good =D And can u believe it? we pay rm175 for all these XD including x-ray ofc XD it's cheap la...but it took away all my 10's and 50's notes in my wallet just enough to cover the 175 XD i ended up rm9 in my wallet XD and we went for McDonald for lunch some more XD now at the moment, my wallet left...er...nth =P lol After lunch, we went for Hospital Soga BP for the x-ray thing. It's real fast. We register and i got no. 12 in queue. Then when it's my turn, i went in, take off my clothes, hug that screen haha....breathed in, and hold the breathe, snap and i am done XD all within 10 seconds XD and i get the x-ray in another 10 mins only XD lol~~~~ this is seriously the first time i got the x-ray XD and i always thought it would have some effect on my skin or whatsoever....a hot felling or wat...but NO!!!! nth at all. It's like u r just standing bare-top for a while and went out the room zzzzzz lol, imagine how advanced is the tech today XD or mayb i have been living in primitive age that i din realize x-ray din hurt XD hohohoho~~~~

alone in foreign country =.= and local =.=

today......i just found out that for all 7 ppl in hsbp that apply for medic, and 4 of us who get it, only me in india and msu. Another in UK, another ireland twinning and another who still don't know his country until 2.5 years in IMU. Things are even worse when all the malaysians that i even know....no one is in msu or india =.= crap. Alone in india and shah alam. Gonna be a hard start. This is just the beginning of my journey and a barrier is already there. Zzzzz. 18mths in MSU Shah Alam, 2.5 years in india manipal and 2.5 years in Malacca Manipal Medical College is a very long time - real long. And i have no one i knew XD ofc friends can be made~ but no friend can be as close as secondary friends right? at least that is what i believe now
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