all going out of way =.=

11 may... penang matrix registration day which i had dy spent rm220 for the registration fee, and at the same time, it is also the day jpa result will be out, the former foolproof plan is that i help in the charity work from 30th april to 3rd may, and then i take my driving exam on may 4, hopefully get the P XD and get the license in a few days. Then, i would go to KL on 9th, reached penang by 10th. Wait for mr umair to check for me for the jpa, which hopefully...very hopeful ... can get =P . If really that unfortunate and i will have to register for penang matrix on 11th. That's the first plan. Things don't go as planned...most of the time. And sure it does. Received an e-mail, calling for interview by bnm for my applied courses = accountancy and law =.= the main point is on 14th may. omg =.= 14th may...i don even know where i would be after 11th may... and i have to reply to bnm now...today 30th april... @_@ so many dates...lol...i mean dates not 'dates' ... =.= very 'fan' and clueless, things don't go off way until 8th may comes in =.= zzzzzzzz omg =.= help...and now in hand, i have lots of documents for certification and now still at 0% can't help but laugh at my own stupidity and laziness. And still i am still sitting in front of computer after all day of playing around and partying, typing this post just to procrastinate all my work =.= lose passion in working on somethg =.= really should sort it out myself =.= somethg is wrg wf me XD
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Awake

yesterday can be said to be the happiest moment in my whole 5-months holiday. I went back to sch, invited by my juniors to their camp for bbq. At first, it was quite bored, haha, cox there's typically nth for us to do except for that bbq, i don't eat much at the bbq, a few sausages only, haha, those who went know why XD anyway, as it was a very rare oppurtunity, and i actually very missed the past when i set up a camp in the middle of the camp, or even build a menara just for that occasion. And so i anticipated the 'night walk' programme at around 3am. All my encounters before...i mean those uh-hu u know, resurfaced in my mind. LOL, i can still rmb every case i heard..not saw..never saw one b4, and hopefully will NOT too. This is the only camp when i really get involved in "giving courage", or commonly known as scaring =P juniors XD haha, and so, as an intro, i was asked to give a little speech of my experienced, and i told those juniors wat i know ofc =D and incredibly, they were scared XD haha, and as a result, i hafta accompanied my form 1 junior to walk as he was too scared till wanna gave up the activity =.= overall, it was such a nice day =) and so, i was lying like a woodblock on my bed sharp at 6am =.= today at around 4pm, i was called for driving lesson unscheduled, didn't prepare for it though. Today's driving lesson is better, less scolding showered on me XD lol, at least in the end, i drove home unscratched. haha, and then this afternoon, someone knocked the sense out of me, and i also realized i am too complacent too, i am starting to become those arrogant ppl, those who always think they are right, ya...i am becoming that or even already at that stage XD anyway, i promised to chg, begone that complacent ngo =P lol

i really missed the time as a scout~~

and all the time we spent together, even boiling water on trees~~or even meet wf long-time-din meet "friends" like last night =P haha, those who went know =P LOL, but sry to them, i forgot XD
or even build this menara wf all of our hard work, 2 storeys high~~
i really...really...missed scouts~~~ cheers~~~ =D

Bored~

ya, i am bored =.= and, is due to nth-to-do condition, second, it's that dunno how to cope with incoming matrix life anyway @_@ anyway, i am not that sort of guy who will let myself bored for the whole day. First, i played the Restaurant City in Facebook, invited by my cousin to play, i a the-sim-like game, just that u build ur own restaurant, it's fun, and time consuming which is wat i need the most now haha, here's the link if u r interested = http://apps.facebook.com/restaurantcity/ but beware, it's addictive haha =P other than that, i found something to do today~~~ since my watch is 'dead' if u dunno...died for at least 2 days....and i already planning to buy another which i saw yesterday ay rm70.....i am not splurging XD just it's necessity for me to buy a double function watch, which means it's analog + digital, i use analog most of the time...but sometimes, i nid the digital date and timer. Anyway, since my old watch is dead, so today, i decided to post-mortem it since i am so bored..*yawn* here's the autospy~~
lol....it's been dismembered XD
fixing in progress =Pas u can see...or maybe not XD it's working again XD don ask me how i did that..cox i don even know XD haha

Petronas EDUCAMP + holiday~~

yup, it's the petronas interview. That's the reason y i was in perak and penang last week. Had been called for interview and offerred to study mechanical engineering at UTP if i succeed in the interview and all the tests. 2 days, 4 tests, 1 interview. Everything is considered okay~~ the personality test, science and maths, english verbal test, and ofc IQ test XD haha, all the tests went well except for that IQ one...couldn't done it on time, 3 questions XD anyway, i just circled on random =P the interview was the most intriguing one~~ first we were given a topic each, mine is crime wave in teens and i was to recommend the solution given to me - setting up Youth Centres. We were in a group of 4. First we were to be asked to give a 10 mins speech on our topic. Ofc...others got different topic as mine, setting up special courses for offenders, Caunselling Unit, and Detention Camp. My 10 mins speech was so so~~ XD haha, i was also so tensed up and ended up going into the wrong room and wrong turn XD it's not my turn yet XD lol, anyway, after the 10 mins speech, we were given 40 mins to defend our own point in group and then make a conclusion of whose idea was the best. I won't say i dominate the discussion, just a bit more aggressive compared to others =D i am polite, that i am sure XD frequently used the phrase "May I..?" and "Could I..?" In the end, my idea was taken XD haha, by luck ofc =P anyway, that ends my petronas interview. XD

Next, is my holiday~~ lol, after the educamp, i went back to Ipoh City Hotel, stay for 1 night. The next day i was in penang dy~~ haha, anyway, have to admit that ipoh girls are more beautiful compared to here....er...i don't mean offence =P just most of them haha~~~ and i am not those flirty type anyway~~ not flirty XD haha..okok...so i went to penang, stay at Grand Continental Hotel, ate a lot XD it's really a paradise for every gourmet XD everything that is served, i ate 2 servings XD haha, is REAL nice~~ and then after staying for 2 days, i went to KL, met my bros~~ stay at Summit USJ Hotel, it's grand XD my eldest bro paid anyway~~~ haha, the best time is that all the 4 of us get together again XD haha, chatted a lot, joked XD it's a real happy time~~ and then, get msg from my 'best' friend =P , umair~~ said i get matrix in penang XD lol, well....let's just hope my college life is smooth and hopefully my dreams can be realized~~ =D

isn't it lovely? XD
wee~~~ under the mountain heading to penang~~
penang local speciality : bubur chacha XD
at Kek Lok Si, sheep, that's me XD
on da way back~~ but have to admit perak mountains are scenic =D

Frustrated

today suddenly feel so frustrated and moody. At the thought of "what if" keep haunting me....what if i din get the jpa? what if i din get into matriculation? what if i have to go back to hsbp to study form 6? i dunno why before this, these questions have never been in my mind. Sometimes i have to admit i am too too too over-confident. When this over self-esteem breaks down, these questions are like troops of army rushing behind the barrier that once kept them away, into my mind. aiks....so frustrated and tensed up. And seeing other ppl have dy get wat they want.....makes me look left behind. The medic road i took is it really that hard? if last time i just took up engineering then maybe now i wouldn't be in the fork road of life here anymore. Dilemma....but if i took up engineering would i be happy? though i could study without using any $$, would happiness sttill be mine? aiks.......today is just such a moody day =.= i have pinned all my hope on jpa and if i din get it, all would be gone, 10A1 is just a paper then, nth more than that as a paper that couldn't get a place in jpa......sometimes i ask y must i making my life so difficult? isn't it better to just take engineering or even dentistry that i could have better chance? ..... May god bless me...hope jpa wil just pick me up from all the 8000 candidates ...

Real holiday~

have u been into a holiday? well..no..semester holiday are not as great as post-spm holiday XD surprisingly these few days other than sleeping, eating and lateh-ing, my other activities include sleeping, eating, and lateh-ing XD haha...really don have anything to do. Am so bored XD Sometimes, time is precious, but other time, it's not XD haha....it's classic =P oh ya, i did taught my lion's daughter science =.= i wouldn't say i am a good teacher, but well, teaching ppl actually are way much better than doing nth XD and incredibly, i still remember meiosis and mitosis XD haha, cya...till then =P

JPA interview

As the name implies, this post is all about the JPA interview. That morning, 6am i think, 31st March, i went for the interview in a car driven by my dad, accompanied by my mum, and off we went to kluang for the interview. Reached there by around 7.30. and i was instructed to went into a hall, leaving behind my parents in another. First, i handed iin my clear folder containing most of my co-curicular activities. Then, i signed in and waited.....waited...chatted....waited....waited...haha, my turn was the last anyway if u wondered. okok, let's fast forward. It's my turn. I went in the interview room with 4 other scholars, all with promising looks i would say. The first part is intoduction part and i actually clutched when speaking. Not fluently at all. Started to tense up. So, my discussion topic was "Watching too much TV could curtail children's creativity and thinking skill". I was stunned i could say..well, not quite understand the word 'curtail' that is. And we were given 5 minutes to preapre our point. And to my surprise, all of us dunno the word XD haha....and so, out of my surprise too, i eventually put up my hand and ask "Could we ask a question?" "May we know the meaning of "curtail"?" OMG....zzz..i also dunno why i did that at that time, but well, the interviewer laughed and gave us the answer =.= Then, we began giving out our opinions. The first lady...er...i mean the first scholar(wei chee), gave her opinion which was goverment point. She agreed. The second one which is me, gave my opposition point, i disagreed =P Another surprise came my way, the rest of them agreed XD and i ended up 1 vs 4. Fast forward....and we ended up discussing of cartoons. The last lady said watching too much TV deprive children's time from hanging out with friends which hanging out with friends could induce their thinking skills when they chat. My emotion that time was like "oh and wow" i was rebutted. And so...here are my rebuttals. I raised up one issue....the topic that children would talk about. "Would they talk about politics or economics? Let us put them in their shoes and think. What would be their frequent topic?"I asked the lady. I kinda regret asking this though. And after a few moments and thinking, she said "cartoon...." And straight away, i said "Yes, cartoons. Children talk about cartoon in their conversation and this cartoon that eventually stimulate their thinking skills, come from the TV they watch" XD after all, in the end, i dunno who win or lose, but i do know my killing point is that "too much" in the topic. After that, we thanked them and went out. My BP is finally back to normal after 1 hour long of struggling though. Now, i am not sure whether i could get the scholarship or not cox i talked with a lotsa of clutches. Eye contacts were average too. Kinda regret for not getting into these details at that time. =( Just hope i could get the scholarship....