worst still ...

these few days are just so damn boring and stupid. Been working to earn more money. Draining low ... lateh and kbox too much i think, hafta stop already. And today, just now i mean, i was so moody. Don't ask me why, too many factors. And i went to parkson and shop for new clothes. Just when i went to the Renoma section, my dad showed me one of the clothes but it's in L size. I did want to try out the shirt that time, but the promoter there is so unprofessional and arrogant. She was talking to her maybe-friends during working hours. Okay, acceptable, who wouldn't slack when working? Then she was like very unwillingly and said got size S, when asked. Then, i also dunno till now why she had been laughing all the way to her friends and keep repeating that phrase about 4-5 times to my dad. I was starting to infuriated. All the burdens and troubles all this while in my mind all added up at one time. But i endured. Okay, i left the section and the last word that came out of her is 'Cheh, leceh'. My BP was boiling. I am trying to control myself already. At the real end limit. I used the escalator went upstairs but the feeling of being insulted was getting stronger and stronger. And so, i did something that i have never done before. With an already-sulking and angry face i supposed, i went down, go in front of her and asked her name. Saw the name tag actually. Deliberately want to let her know i am going to complain. She didn't answer. But at that moment, it's like all my courage bucked up. Then, i walked away, was trying to ask the cashier nearby for the office room. Luckily, seriously, luckily, my dad stopped me. And then, i deliberately spoke in english and in a rather high voice that " We have the customer's right, how could she said like that? Is this how this shopping mall operate?" i asked my dad. And at that very moment, i am back to normal again after thinking through. I think that if i was not stopped, i would probably end up in the office complaining. I am sure of that since i was so fed up that time, which i never experienced before. Today is such a asinine day.