emo-ing~

very very very stress + moody. Haiz....maybe because of missing the time wf friends or maybe of somethg else i dunno. Just knew that next week is the mid-sem exam, which i don even know to sit for an exam that i dunno the format and how to answer.....BUT whenever i open up my book, my mind went blank =( dunno y i can't even cope wf 5 subjects~ lost all my fighting spirit ..... living easy for too long i think xD haiz....sometimes really feel the uselessness in me. after mid-sem is holiday~~~ wanting to go back so much. Not because of homesickness...just don like to be here, staring at the squarish laptop everyday, facing the same problem everyday, and facing the same books everyday.

i lost my dedication,

i lost my spirit,

lost my hope,

lost my aim.

what i am gaining is nothing

but a bunch of lessons learnt

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